Tuesday, 12 September 2017

Open letter to my daughter in heaven

You are my daughter. When, by the grace of God , I get to heaven, we will be together again. Until then, I miss you. I carry you in my heart. And I will always remember you.


When the doctor finished up that prenatal ultrasound , he said the words that would change our lives forever.

I don’t quite know how to tell you this… there is something very wrong with your daughter’s heart”. At that moment, mommy’s own heart broke. I loved you before you were formed in your mother’s womb. I crafted you from the bottom of your feet to the top of your head.


I hope you will tell me you were able to see my sons’ faces when they burst into this world. Oh, how I could have used your help. How we could have shared laughter and snuggles together with my babies.


They are all getting big now.

As the lyrics to one of my favorite songs says, “It’s been a long day without you my frien and I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again. We’ve come a long way from where we began, and I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again. Happy 2nd birthday in heaven daddy.


Daughter we loved so dear. The first thing you should know when it comes to me, is I’m Perfect in Every Way. There is a hole in my heart that will never be fille it’s reserved just for you…I believe that hole will be filled in heaven when I am reunited with you. What I think most about today in regards to you is who would you have been? Insecurity cannot exist when I have given you power.


Would you have loved school, you. Stand tall like you were made to stan you cannot dominate while sitting down. I am a perfect Go I am a beautiful Go and because I have placed my spirit within you, because I have made you in my image, this makes you beautiful, this. My daughter , you will be unstoppable and a force to be reckoned with if you are anything like your mother (and hopefully a splash of me). I must tell you that the world we live in is not perfect, but beautifully flawed.


Our family journey to this point has not been easy, so we must make the best of it and work harder than most. What I didn’t know was that instead of feeling like it was a brief encounter, I feel like the world stood still. I knew I would love you when I met you. He somehow gave us an entire lifetime of memories in such a short time.


A letter might seem like just a bunch of words, but it is more than that.

It carries emotions, wishes, and dreams. It can lighten up your daughter ’s day or give her the needed boost before the big day. My dear precious daughter , From the moment that double line appeared on that pregnancy test, my whole life changed.


To my daughter , Heidi Rose, on her second birthday, Happy, happy birthday, Little One! What a journey we’ve had these past two years! And what a joy it has been to watch you grow and become the remarkable human. I love you with all of my heart. An Open Letter to the First Man I Ever Love My Dad.


Just know I made it to heaven before you and will see you again. Share or comment on this article: Goodbye my dearest love.

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